We meet in dreams.

As per traditional Hindu concepts dreams are considered as the journey of the soul. Dreams can be symbolic in nature- like a loyal person depicted as a dog. I have met you many times in my dreams as yourself and often as a 🐕, 🐈, lion , cheeta and shark that comes to eat me. Through the dream you convey your emotions and feelings to me. I don't know who you are for me. I don't know why we were destined to meet again and again. Even though we don't talk in real life we communicate in another realms of our existence. I know there is a reason behind these happenings, but how would we know if it can make us or break us ?

The extra sensory perception

Our mind is a tool that help us decipher the messages nature gives you. Women generally are good at reading the nature with thier senses. I used to know when someone special would enter my life. Changes in the sky, especially cloudy sky(ether element) at times chilling cold breeze (air element) had conveyed that message to me. The channel to these messages are the normal sensory organs. But they produce a very rare,weird and special feeling like " something is coming" to me.

Oh dear Sunshine !

 I have been searching you for so long. I have met a few rays of you. But I'm still in your search. Please come out of the clouds.I'm longing to see your smile and feel your touch.

The intuition

 My intuition created a sense of happiness and excitement from deep down when I saw you again. There is a universal saying "to follow your gut ". If that's the case you were right for me and that's what my inner being wants. But after the 5 seconds window my sense of fear kicked in and asked me to leave the scene. Now there was an utter conflict inside me. What should I follow, my heart or my fear ?

You were my happiness !!

 In your presence everything in me lights up. You are the sun that melts the lazy dew. You are the colour of happiness in me. Your presence brings magic. But still I can't define it as love nor lust. Its pure inspiration as I guess, that awakes the butterflies in my stomach. I loved the Adrenalin rush into my system whenever I saw you.

The colors of love

Love brings different shades of emotions. Some are inspiring and colorful. When I fall in love with you I felt like I could conquer all the world.  Love and spirituality are two complex things in this world that can only be understood by experience. Its so powerful that you can't remain the same after that. It's a wonderful transformation whether you get it or not. One of the most beautiful experience of being human irrespective of gender.

The destined meetings.

I saw him after so many years. Even though the meeting was anticipated I didn't expected to feel so excited and happy inside. That was an uninvited gush of emotions. All of a sudden the past hurts doesn't matter. I kept myself reminded that he was committed. This fact also felt so insignificant for my heart. What is happening at that moment was exhilarating because my heart was not listening to my brain. I couldn't withstand my feelings. I wanted to run off from those feelings and his presence. I didn't dare to look into his face. Even though I was on a high I was scared and trembling inside. The mind was feeling joy, inspiration, and happiness as if the lotus sees the morning sun after the long night. But my head was spinning and saying no to all those sudden rush of emotions.

For the parallel universe

  It is said that the whole world is a multiverse system. Then there is a possibility that we are together in another world. I wonder how would be that to be with you! How would you behave in love?

I wonder how would it feels to....
     {
      .... hold your hand and feel its warmth.
      ....hear your heartbeats without myself being carried away by your presence.
      ....look into your eyes without losing my breath.
      ....a genuine smile from you.
      .....and many more...
      }